Say will pay me on Friday..

That now, tell me on Tuesday..

what am i going to find money..

u all shud thankful your parent..

that can still support u..

for me hve to find my own money..

Serious tis mth i really stuck..

Ya allah tuhan ku murah kan lar rezeki hamba mu ini..

amin..

For so long didnt update..

a lots of story need to tell..

Its been months plus i and zool no longer together..

Feel happy, feel sad.. Now having mixed feeling..

I do miss him, of cause do love him too..

But its for our future..

I still remember our anniversary 16 May 2008..

This year should our 3 years anniversary..

But he the one who ask for breakup..

So i except it.. Im really miss him till now..

I don care anymore.. If he do really love me..

He should call me.. Thats all about him,,

Lets talk about my colleague and me..

On the 21st Jan

Aft work went to supper wif my lovely kak lynn, yana, yani, fan and nana..

I ate chicken spagetti.. Super delicious taught of smoke sheesha too..

But cant cause of yana cant go back late.. But its okay theres always next time..

On the 23rd Jan

Went to Hard rock..

Kak lynn treat us...

But thank you so much..

I ate cheese chicken i think so..

Hahaha..

Aft that went to vivo city..

Kak lynn went to adidas shop..

She buy a pair of shoes..

Me yani and fan didnt expect that she gonna buy for us..

She say if we didnt get any think for ourself..

She will not buy that shoes..

But she bought for nana and yana too..

She buy for me, yana and fan a pair of shoes..

Yani a watch..

Nana bag..

For herself and kids, shoes, cap, watch..

On the 24th Jan

We went to USS, Universal studios..

Pity yana cannot join us..

Kak lynn was hoping tat yana will join us..

Hmm..

Tkpe yana.. Satu ari kite gi ramai2..

I not gonna tell that story..

But wanna tell this i love them..

Now let talk the guy at next door..

Name farhan..

I know thru by msn..

Till now we keep in touch..

however.. Kak lynn n the rest keep bully me..

Abt this guy..

I dont know why..

Still thinking... Hmmmm...

Thats all for today folks..

Will update soon..

Wink..

Even tho we always fight..

Now that i feel how miserable when you at hospital without calling me..

One day didn't hear any of yours voice, i started miss day by day..

How am i going to leave..

U sick but i feel the pain..

Hope u will be fine..

Alhamdulillah, he have change ward.. hopefully he getting better..

Cant bare to see him at ICU..

Heart pain.. but don think negative..

He's okaiy.. nothing wrong..

Feel lonely without hearing your voice..

Feel sad without hym..

Don feel to eat also..

hope he will be fine..

tomorrow will mit hym again.. miss you so much..

cant bare you to be like this..

I don seen to be happy animore..

Wat i get is a anger frm you..

Salah ke aku tnye ko pegi ane?? Salah ke??

I can sacrifice for you, but you don..

Eventho i ask you take on day off on wkdays for us to have a great day..

Susah sngt ke??

One day we will not to be meant together..

Im too tired to tink abt this matter ani more.

I have alot things to think..

I will let you, for our own goods..

No love animore..

Tnye satu soalan jadi satu masalah besar bagi dorng..

Bobal baek salah, bobal kasar pun salah..

Im really nid tyme break.. aku dh penat,

nak ade relationship mcm gini..

I noe u happy wif me..

I feel that too.. but i don't comfy wif u any more..

I don't noe why my feelings towards u so different lately..

yes, i do love you. one day i noe u and me are over..

Our feelings not the same as last time..

im really sorry to say this..

the truth of my heart, i love you...